tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82991414673221200252024-02-18T20:22:37.552-08:00No Trade JackMaster At Jack Shit. Mother Of Four.No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.comBlogger76125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-3314014560658484342016-06-30T11:20:00.000-07:002016-06-30T11:20:45.907-07:00Pooping AloneI have been gone from Blogger for a long while. I thought maybe I'd try my hand at writing again today since all of my four children are farmed out to various family members. Writing is a lot like riding a bike. Only I can forget how to do it. So, let's give it a shot.<br />
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I think the reason why I haven't written anything in so long is because I haven't had anything nice to say and I am a firm believer in taking life advice from talking animals in Disney cartoons.<br />
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Just kidding. I talk crap about people all the time. But, I've been trying to get better about saying things that are kind, true, and don't perpetuate a ton of negative gossip because we are all beings made of stardust and soul energy and ain't nobody got time for that bull-ish.<br />
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I have been doing a lot of meditating and soul searching and trying to become the best possible version of a human being that I can with the given tools at hand. I will list the tools I have that make me feel like being a better person is possible.<br />
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1. My Attitude<br />
2. Will Power<br />
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Maybe a few of those things aren't really tools to become a transcendental being but, fuck it, we're only human once, right?? YOHO!!!!!<br />
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Wow, I just realized that pirates really had their shit figured out.<br />
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Meditation is amazing. After about ten minutes of meditating I feel like a whole new person. Well, after ten minutes of meditating if the kids aren't around. When it is silent and I am able to breathe and focus on my breathing and let go of negative thoughts and emotions, meditation is blissful and helps me throughout my entire day be a calmer, more patient person. Meditation while the kids are home is a completely different experience. Here's an example of kid-free meditation:</div>
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And, here is an example of trying to meditate while a three year old is within fifty feet of you:</div>
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Sometimes I try to sneak off while naps are being taken for a quick breather but it's like my kids have radar that pings every time I want to pee, poop, read, relax, or have sex. I read once that kids can sense when their mother is being intimate and they instinctively cry to prevent competition from a potential future sibling. So far, I feel like I have a pretty good grasp on ignoring their cries for only-childhood since I have reproduced four times, but then that's four times the crying to try and prevent me from further reproduction. </div>
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Don't worry kids, mommy can't have any more babies. Now let me have my damn adult time!! </div>
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I have two kid free weeks starting today, and although it is weird, and a little sad when I want a tiny hug when they are all gone, I have a much different attitude than I have when the kiddos have been away from me before. <a href="http://notradejack.blogspot.com/2015/09/day-two-without-kids-or-my-husband.html" target="_blank">You may have read my tales of loneliness in blogs of my kid-free past.</a><br />
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Disregard them. I am going to sleep in, meditate, poop all by myself, and eat ice cream for breakfast right out in the open instead of hiding in my closet like a fucking animal for the next two glorious weeks. </div>
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<br />No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-52552961124305041482016-02-25T08:47:00.000-08:002016-02-25T08:47:28.312-08:00My Name Is Shawna, And I Am A Trash Digger.Ok, so, I don't really "dig" for trash, but I do pick it up off the streets when I go on walks or from the playgrounds of parks when I take my kids there to play. Trash is irritating to me. I mean, honestly, how many seconds of a person's precious time does it take to throw a bottle into the trash instead of on the ground?<br />
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I have channeled my hatred for litter into art recently, much to my husband and children's chagrin. Our house is literally overflowing with all of my stupid crafty, Pinteresty, cluttery crap already and now I am adding actual trash (and not even our own trash) to the mess.<br />
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My husband and I went to a swap meet for our anniversary and I saw all kinds of crafty stuff for sale at ridiculous prices. All of it was stuff I could make myself so I decided to combine my love for DIY with other people's trash and try my hand at selling it.<br />
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My newest creation. I call it "Trash Rainbow" for lack of titling abilities.<br />
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I am almost positive my kids probably think I am the weirdest lady in all of existence without the aid of my new found hobbies. I used to go to places where we lived in California and pick of glass from the shores of artisans and lakes that we took our kids to because no kid needs to slice their foot open while trying to have fun in a public swimming area but drunk people are dicks sometimes and smash their bottles all over. </div>
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I decided to update my Etsy and see if I get any bites so I can supply my <strike>crack</strike> craft habit and continue immortalizing other humans' garbage. Here's the link if you want to check out my little shop or share it with someone who might appreciate it. My husband will hate you forever for encouraging me, but I will kiss you on the mouth.</div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">I hear the faint, soothing, tinkling of piano keys, one of the chickens in the yard getting restless for breakfast, and a yawning dog. I rise from my bed, all the way at the back of the house, ready for a new day. I crack my door and the sounds of morning become more in focus, much louder, and much more of an incentive to go burrow deep, back into the <span style="white-space: nowrap;">electric blanket</span> I have abandoned.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">The dog jumps up, greeting me enthusiastically, to get things rolling properly, knocking my mug into my lap. Steaming hot coffee is gathering within the creases of my pajama pants, the rest rolling over the tops of my thighs into the brown-for-a-reason fabric of my couch. My voice crackles as I utter my first word for the day, an ode to excrement.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">A barrage of questions sweep over me as I am trying in vain to find another clean pair of pants, anywhere, in our cramped home. All that my hands come up with are kid clothes and the remains of whatever the dog gnawed on while I was blissfully sleeping. It is a surreal scene and I feel like I sometimes do in a bad dream where I am looking for anything to use as a weapon against a dangerous foe and my searching provides me with a single serving cup of sugar free gelatin.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">"I'm huuuuunnnngrrrry...," escapes the lips of these miniature martyrs in unison. All four of them look up at me with wide and savage stares. They watch my every move. I am staring back at them, making the choice between appeasing them or indulging in an actual first cup of black coffee. I'd chew the grounds out of the day old filter at this point for just a fraction of clarity.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">I sit and take a sip. The sunlight slips over the mountain tops and shines over the slick rim of my mug, as if the gods are smiling on my caffeine addiction. I am in awe. In this brief, wondrous moment I am aware of the silenced complaints from coddled children. I take another glorious sip. And another. And another. It must be my lucky day.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">I managed the unthinkable. I was allowed four piping hot sips before my assistance, removing tiny hands off of another child's tiny neck, was required from inside.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #93c47d;">After saving a couple lives and providing suitable sustenance, I slip back outside onto the porch and seriously consider buying a lottery ticket.</span></div>
No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-29314154724870658252016-01-25T05:37:00.001-08:002016-01-25T05:37:42.151-08:00Take This Job... And Shove It Up A StockholderUntil recently, I worked for a corporate restaurant. What this meant was, I was not a person to anyone other than the people who were actually working alongside me. I was a number on a shareholder's ticker, and I was a robot who is expected to bring extra ranch to people who think it is acceptable to scream at me for their under cooked sirloin or not giving them enough ice in their drink (this actually happened, I'm not over exaggerating).<br />
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I walked into work the other day prepared to give my two week notice for several reasons and the straw that broke the camel's back was my manager (who is a super great guy, nothing against him) telling me that my numbers were the worst in the restaurant. My numbers come from a survey the customers take at the table after their meal is finished and the questions asked are about the cleanliness of the restaurant, the speed and attentiveness of their server, how their food was, their overall experience, and if they intend to return. My schedule is written based on these questions. I was given 30 days to clean up my act (like I can predict how many ice cubes someone needs in their iced tea or jump in the back and cook their steak for them) or else I'd be fired or demoted, and in the middle of my manager's spiel about how I need to improve and that the reason he hired me was because I had such an amazing reference from the family restaurant I worked for before moving out here, I just kind of felt like I was trapped in the scene in Office Space and I didn't have enough flair and this job definitely wasn't for me.<br />
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Well, I can only assume my reference was amazing from the family owned restaurant because they weren't focusing on numbers on a printed out sheet, and they actually gave a crap about the people behind their profits. They took the time to get to know me, they invited me to their family's Christmas celebrations. They asked how my kids were every single day. By the way, if you ever find yourself in Bishop, California, stop by and eat a great meal at Astorga's Mexican Restaurant. They rock. And, if you happen to find yourself in a corporate chain restaurant that rhymes with Millie's, leave your waitress a good tip even if she seems bitchy because they don't get paid shit to be there.<br />
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Anyway, I quit, and then I freaked out. How am I going to pay bills? How are we going to survive while I'm in school full time? And then, my amazing diamond skulled bestie/neighbor told me I have a job waiting for me at her salon when I get all finished up with school and I sold a bunch of my artwork and things just sort of evened out magically. I really feel like I've found a career that I can be happy with. Finally.<br />
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I'll be able to make my own hours, interact with people all day long who appreciate my creative side, and have enough time and energy on the side to focus on my artwork. I urge anyone who feels stuck at their corporate suck hole of a job to quit if you feel like vomiting every time you wake up and know your name is on the schedule. The stress and worry over whether some fat shareholder is getting paid enough from your franchise isn't worth it in the slightest.<br />
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Find what makes you happy. Find your Astorga's. Do what makes you want to sing. Dance in the rain. Chase rainbows. A bunch of other inspirational shit. Blah, blah, blah. Just don't be fucking miserable for a handful of peanuts.No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-51450665365492857112016-01-03T09:27:00.000-08:002016-01-03T09:27:25.261-08:00Not Missing The P Anymore<b>The old laptop that I was using to blog with ended up having an unfortunate accident with my coffee one morning which resulted in the loss of the letter "<i>P</i>" from my writing unless I wanted to ctrl+c a <i>P </i>from something else.</b><br />
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<b>Whenever I type an <i>N</i>, I end up with an extra <i>H</i>, and whenever I type a <i>B</i>, I end up with an extra <i>G</i>, and vice versa. Here's what I have written this morning looks like without editing:</b><br />
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Tnhe old laptop tnhat I was usinhbg to bglobg witnh enhded up nhavinhbg anh unhfortuanhate accidenht witnh my coffee onhe mornhinhbg wnhicnh resulted inh tnhe loss of tnhe letter +"<i>P</i>+" from my writinhbg unhless I wanhted to ctrl+"c a <i>P </i>from sometnhinhbg else.<br />
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My dad nhad anh extra laptop (tnhat nhad anh unhfortunhate accidenht witnh a BGudweiser) tnhat nhe said we could nhave. Tnhe onhly catcnh is, inhstead of missinhbg letters, we bget a few bgonhus letters anhd tnhroubgnh tnhe course of tnhis enhtry I nhave learnhed we bget bgonhus symbgols, too!<br />
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Wnhenhever I type anh <i>NH, </i>I enhd up witnh anh extra <i>NH, </i>anhd wnhenhever I type inh a <i>BG, </i>I enhd up witnh anh extra<i> BG</i>, anhd vice versa. NHere,s wnhat I nhave writtenh tnhis mornhinhbg looks like witnhout editinhbg:<br />
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So, I bguess I nhave learnhed two tnhinhbgs nhere. Tnhat nhot nhavinhbg a <i>P </i>isnh='t as anhnhoyinhbg as nhavinhbg extra <i>BG</i>='s anhd <i>BG</i>='s, anhd my clumsinhess mibgnht bge from my dad='s side.No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-80754656019930649782016-01-01T10:22:00.000-08:002016-01-03T19:23:57.400-08:00The Electric Champagne New Year's Test <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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We rang in the new year with a round of tasing each other's butts and arms, thanks to my brother who gifted me a taser gun last year for Christmas. Thanks, bro! This is also how my husband and I celebrated after we got married last year. Come to think about it, it's how we celebrate almost everything. <br />
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My neighbor/soul mate/diamond skulled bestie <a href="http://notradejack.blogspot.com/2015/08/deez-balls-of-energy-in-this-crazy.html" target="_blank">(here is my previous post about her if you have not read it yet) </a>brought over some sham-PAG-knee-ya and although it looks and smells delicious, I have learned my lesson in years past with that rat poison dressed up like Brad Pitt and I did not partake.<br />
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Diamond Skull also brought over a game for the kids (but I really wanted to play and now I'm going to buy all of the supplies to create this game every chance I can). She bought about a hundred small trinkets and pieces of candy and EIGHT ROLLS OF CELLOPHANE TO WRAP THEM ALL UP IN. We also got a little creative and threw in a few empty candy wrappers and an old, flattened out cereal box to keep the kids on their toes as they tried to unravel the ball and retrieve treats. Each kid gets ten seconds to unravel the ball and they get to keep whatever treats fall off of it in their turn.<br />
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It was sort of like this, but filled with a billion items, and ten times bigger. There were suckers, chocolates, yo-yos, Frozen action figures, glow in the dark skeleton hands, those fart-in-a-can putty things, grow-in-water zombies, decks of cards, and a football. We also played circus music in the background as the kids unraveled it. It was perfect.<br />
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This year I have resolved not to make any resolutions because I am terrible at committing to them and then feel like crap for never following through. I think keeping up with the same blog for almost six months is a milestone so I'll just try to maintain focus on that and finish up nail tech school. I feel very at ease with what this new year will bring. Last year was filled with so much uncertainty and change and I'm hoping that everything will simmer down and smooth out this year and we will start feeling some sort of semblance of balance.<br />
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Happy New Year to all of my readers!! Tell me about what you did for your New Year celebration below!! <br />
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<span id="goog_519816985"></span><span id="goog_519816986"></span><br />No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-20265252609548339482015-12-31T15:25:00.000-08:002015-12-31T15:25:48.531-08:00Don't Bother Reading ThisWow, it's been awhile... Where do I start? I have zero time to sleep or eat or breathe right now between life and school and work and all the funny in my entire body has been drained via my soul being sucked out of my sleep deprived body. The End.<br />
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Just kidding. Although, I don't have much to write about right now. So, just kidding about just kidding. I'll have to come back to this another day. No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-63909241803705726862015-12-04T07:27:00.001-08:002015-12-04T07:44:58.268-08:00Death Of A Talesman- Guest Blogger Danny Minnesota<div class="MsoNormal">
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I’m sitting in my home office at <span class="aBn" data-term="goog_208321605" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">3 o’clock</span></span> in the afternoon
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So I have about twenty minutes to make progress on my story.
I’ve been working on it for about two years now. The characters are all robust,
complex beings with history and depth and a true sense of self. The main
character, Dillion is a smarter, wittier and more handsome version of the man I
wish I had become. 'Sadly I’m just me,' I think, as I stare at the screen. The
words jump out at me. “This is good stuff” I think to myself.</div>
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“Momma!” I hear from the other room. “MORE CHEESE!” “Momma?!?”</div>
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“Honey?” I yell. No answer. She must be upstairs. I go get
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my eyes. Okay. What happens next? I reference my notes. Ah yes. The first
attempt! I’ve been waiting to write this chapter for a very long time. I start
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“Dillion finds himself alone at last. The vast expanse of
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“Babe?” I jolt in terror as the wife appears out of the
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sentence. Right. The Time Machine. I reference my notes. Back to the screen. I
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“Daddy?”</div>
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Back to the screen and another half-sentence later and my seven year old
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I take off my glasses and turn to give her a big hug. “Hey,
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She shrugs me off and points and the screen. “Is that your
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“I’m working on a book, Hon. Remember? My book?” I’ve told her about it a
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“What’s it about?” she asks while picking fingernail polish
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“It’s a grown-up story,” I tell her. “I need like ten
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I look at the clock and relent. If it will get me five
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I swivel my chair toward her and lean on my knees. “It’s a
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“What’s his name?!?”</div>
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“I’ll tell you. Just listen. His name is Dillon. And Dillion
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“Right?!? So anyway, this makes Dillion, very sad, sweetheart.
And he never quite gets over her. And nothing in the world can make him smile
or laugh. Jokes aren’t even funny at all! So he decides that if he can travel
back in time he can take jokes from NOW and tell those jokes way back THEN, and
that would cause people all over the world to get funnier and funnier and
funnier and by the time he returns back to NOW things will be very comical
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“No,” she says leaning onto her knees. “I mean I don’t get
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“Well because he’s so sad all the time,” I tell her. “He
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“But Dad. Why doesn’t he just go back in time and not have
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And in that moment I lean back into my chair realizing that
I am quite possibly the single stupidest person ever to live. My story makes
zero sense. None. And I’ve been working on it for two years. I have three time
periods fleshed out for Dillion to try to “make funnier.” There are three love
stories, bombs exploding, milestones in American and world history. Nazis even!</div>
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All because I wasn’t using my brain. He would just go back and
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I take my notes in my hand and toss them into the garbage. I
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Danny is the father of two delightful and insane Frozen princesses. He spends his time in Minnesota working in e-commerce, shoveling snow, and constantly cleaning up all things pink. He has <strike>four wives, one fish </strike> one wife, four fish, and a job. He dressed as Marty McFly for Halloween. His real passion is writing and dreaming of some day performing his music in front of screaming female fans.<br />
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<br />No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-26402915921443015962015-11-25T20:41:00.000-08:002015-11-30T08:25:47.399-08:00I S illed Coffee On My Keyboard And Now The Stu id "_" Key Won't WorkEvery day I s ill coffee on something. Do you know how many words ha en to have a in them??? A lot! So, now in tribute to Ste hen King, I will have to write all of my blog osts with missing letters. I will rename my blog: The Unintentional Li ogram, which sucks because one of the letters is missing from the title.<br />
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<br />No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-89492000275203073602015-11-25T08:53:00.004-08:002015-11-25T09:34:49.075-08:00Murder, Soup Stock, And Cream Cheese PenguinsLast year, around this time, I was murdering turkeys. It wasn't a very pleasant task and the smell still haunts me. It's different killing something yourself and trying to eat it, than it is to go to the store and pick out an already dead thing to put in your mouth. The smell of blood and rapidly dying meat is sickeningly sweet and extremely pungent.<br />
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-47401834832664166222015-11-23T08:55:00.000-08:002015-11-23T10:48:12.061-08:00It's So Quiet I Can Hear My Coffee Burning My ThighEvery morning I stumble out of bed, walk blindly to the coffee pot, and pour a ridiculous amount of coffee that I try to drink out of my mug like it's a shot of Fireball. And, every morning, I spill coffee all over my shirt, the floors, and if I'm sitting, my legs. It's a painful reminder that mornings are the anti-Christ and I should just go back to bed.<br />
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All four of my kids are gone for one whole week. We let one grandma kidnap the boy and the girls went to visit their dad and grandma. My house is so quiet. I can't even concentrate because I don't have four tiny people screaming at me while I try to concentrate. I've gotten accustomed to the incessant interruptions and now I have to figure out how people without kids operate and do things without having to stop to wipe up poop or make cereal every fifteen seconds. I can't concentrate on anything except the lack of interruptions and listening to every small sound that would otherwise be drowned out by kids fighting or whining. I will accept that my personal brand of writing includes list writing and write a list of every audible sound around me.<br />
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My husband works with the author and says he's a really great guy and I probably should have waited to meet him in person before linking up on Twitter with him because now he probably thinks I'm even more crazy than I really am. I swear I don't talk about harming animals or sexual perversions as much as my Twitter account would have you think otherwise. Well, I did threaten to turn CoCo into cocoa this morning, <i>BUT HE IS SCARY AND HE BITES MY ANKLES REALLY HARD</i> (in my defense)!! Anyway, I'm sure Jaxon would appreciate any feedback on his new book if you'd like to give it. He is a freelance author, just starting out, and I think I'd like to pick his brain sometime about his process of publication so I know what I'm in for once all of the dust settles and my hair stops growing, or maybe just when my kids get back home so I can write in my normal dysfunctional setting. <br />
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I'm thankful for running across this today because it has shown me that I have in fact "grown up" a little, even though most days I feel like throwing a tantrum equal to that of my three year old, and now I don't have to think of something to write about and all of you get ten posts for the price of one. I expect compensation by means of barter. I will accept pies and/or food covered in either gravy or cheese. Thank you.</div>
No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-7225267194960263402015-11-19T05:35:00.000-08:002015-11-19T05:35:15.946-08:00Writer's BlockHere are what the last few pages that I've worked on for the "book" look like:<br />
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Is it money? For sure. Is it a shot at being known as something else than a mom? Of course. But, really, why is it that writers want to write? I don't think <i>fame</i> is necessarily a huge motivator because I saw how many people showed up for the <a href="http://thebloggess.com/" target="_blank">Furiously Happy </a>tour and, quite frankly, I don't think I could do it. Reading <i>my </i>words <i>out loud</i> to crowds of people who are happy you are a person and can recite your own words back to you is a little overwhelming. So, why do we do it? Therapy?<br />
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-67093499926749125642015-11-16T06:50:00.000-08:002015-11-16T06:50:07.051-08:00Empathy For HumansI guess I used to sort of pride myself with being apathetic toward life. I didn't care much about anything, except for myself and my problems, for a very long time. I've hurt a lot of people. I've disappointed a lot of others. I have hurt and disappointed myself.<br />
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But then, there is a turning point, when "I" isn't as important as "WE," or "THEM," or "US," anymore. There are still struggles, daily, with trying to get away from "I." Our lives transform over the years into something bigger than we can control, and sometimes bigger than what we can handle, or accept, but suddenly, one day, we realize that "I" am not the center of it all, and empathy starts to overcome apathy.<br />
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My kids have helped in this transformation of completely selfish to a little more selfless. Empathy is easier when you care about something bigger, and better, and brighter than "I." My husband has taught me more about love and life in the last five years than I thought my heart was capable of feeling. And, over time, my apathy has diminished and has morphed into more than "I," and what affects "ME." The choice to put others in front of our own wants and needs is not easy, but over the course of the years I have found that caring for and about others is more satisfying than satisfying my own selfish desires. Still, sometimes, the "I" in "ME," gets the better of "ME," and I slip up and do something stupid that could have easily been avoided if I just focused and mindfully thought for a moment about how "MY" actions affect "OTHERS."<br />
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A lot of this is just stepping up and taking personal responsibility for our words, actions, even our thoughts. A lot of it is just common decency. I have seen a lot of people making very disparaging comments about other religions, other points of view, other feelings and thoughts, in the aftermath of yet another senseless act in Paris this week. Is it worth it to alienate even an acquaintance in order to be heard on an issue that we were not physically present for, or even have the capability of comprehending at the moment? The things that motivate one person may devalue another, strip another of their dignity, of their basic human rights. How do we deal with this? How do we react? Do we cry out in outrage? Do we retaliate? Can we put ourselves in another person's shoes, even if that person has been motivated by hate, to try and understand why something that seems so senseless to some seems imperative to others? I feel that asking certain people to try and look beyond their view point is frowned upon and offense is taken almost immediately because to do so would conflict with their personal beliefs or values. And, it is hard to see what could make another person feel so much hatred, with so much intensity, that they would not only take the lives of complete strangers, but also their own. It's hard to put yourself in the place of a mother that just lost a child, or a child who just lost a father, or a friend who is now without someone they knew since childhood. It's hard because it hurts to think of losing that in our own lives, and sometimes it's easier to ignore that this exists and is real for someone else because our focus is solely on "I."<br />
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I'm not trying to get all Breakfast Club on everyone here. I am not a bleeding heart, I'm not a conservative, I'm not a liberal, I'm not a Christian, I'm not a Muslim. I'm not a Jew. I'm a human being. And, as a human, my heart hurts for humanity. It hurts for all of the senseless deaths that can not be understood right now. In Paris, and in my current personal day to day life. MY heart hurts for all of US as HUMANS. This post is not a cry for sympathy on anyone's behalf except for all of us as a whole. People are so eager to separate themselves from others, defining themselves by class, race, religion, or ideals, when we could all be making a bigger effort to connect on a human level, even in some small way. Paris is a drop in the bucket, and as so many people have pointed out in the last few days, there are so many deaths that we have not heard a single reported peep about because some people feel that those deaths are justified, or necessary retaliation to prove a point or stand our ground. I can't say for sure what the right or appropriate actions or answers are in this, or any one of the thousands of situations that have occurred over the course of recorded history, but it hurts to know people <i>want</i> to hurt others, for any reason. And, over the years, I've realized that not only is apathy a sickness, a highly contagious collective disease, but it is easily cured if our focus can remain trained on a wider focus than "I." No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-47670255078096395072015-11-13T06:45:00.000-08:002015-11-13T07:15:29.819-08:00Aziz Ansari And I Are Basically The Same Person Maybe the title of this post is taking things a bit too far. Aziz Ansari and I are not long lost twins, I am not his clone, my skin is as white as the driven snow, I don't possess a penis, and I can only be funny on paper (for the most part), but still, I get him. He is hilarious in everything I have seen him in and I feel like he asks the same questions on his new show that I ask myself internally every single day.<br />
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I don't know how many of you have had the opportunity to watch Aziz Ansari's new show Master Of None, but I know how many of you should rush to your Netflix watching devices and immediately binge watch every episode. Every. Single. One. Of. You.<br />
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-69066117983168760912015-11-05T05:15:00.001-08:002015-11-05T06:16:52.829-08:00It's Either The Flu Or The Oversized Quesadilla I Ate For DunchBrunch is an amazing concept. I have also heard of "linner," but I like all of my midday meals to rhyme so I'm going with "dunch." Also, when you say all of the names of mealtimes in a row it sounds like a children's song. Breakfast, brunch, lunch, dunch, dinner, midnight snack... See? There's a definite ring to it and I can almost sing it in tune with The Sound Of Music soundtrack.<br />
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Flash forward to work six hours later, and that over sized quesadilla was making the rounds in my lower intestines. I started panicking. I felt flush and I was positive I caught the flu. I was the only person who had contact with the flu juices that spewed from my child's once adorable face. She is now, in the famous words of comedian/actor Nick Kroll, <i>forever unclean</i>.<br />
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My skin made <i>direct contact </i>with her undigested after school snack. I started obsessively feeling my forehead and excused myself to the bathroom. Surely, that quesadilla was going to make a second appearance. I sat in the bathroom stall for a few minutes, and nothin'. I didn't want to leave the other waitress to do all of the work around the place so I pulled myself together, washed my hands, and started filling salt shakers and sweeping. Then, the other waitress asked me if I was ok. Big mistake, other waitress.<br />
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She was so sweet about it and told me to just go home. Well, she was either super sweet or just wanted me to get the hell away from her. Probably the latter. But then, in an instant, my guts started feeling normal and I stopped sweating and I realized it wasn't the flu and just an ungodly amount of cheese that was making me feel icky. And then, for whatever reason, I thought this would be a good blog idea. I am realizing now that no one probably needs to read about my intestines grumbling at work and the internal paranoia I face each and every time one of my kids has yakked all over my life. But, <i>you're welcome </i>anyway. <br />
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-54242922729257781772015-11-04T13:16:00.000-08:002015-11-04T13:25:42.323-08:00Scarred For Life: The Saga Of My Tattoo ApprenticeshipSo, this week, I signed up for nail tech school. Yet another thing to add to a long list of careers I have tried, and failed at. Hopefully, this time I will not fail. I actually really can't fail because I will be up to my ears in student loans and I have to not only pay those back, but survive and feed my gaggle of small humans.<br />
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When I announced on Facebook that I would be starting this school I also mentioned that hopefully I will not cry when I screw up someone's nails like I cried when I screwed up someone's tattoos when I was apprenticing. I mean, I was learning and all, and I fully warned every willing body that donated their flesh to a (at the time) good cause, but it was still taxing and horrible when I made a mistake. I will start this blog out on a positive note, though. Below is the picture of the last tattoo I completed on my husband's leg. It is a nautilus.<br />
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The only tattoo that I only cried about ten times over and didn't turn out to look like complete dog shit.</div>
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Anyway, the beginning of my tattoo apprenticeship was <i>rough</i>. That's kinda putting it nicely. I started out on pigskin, which, first of all, was really weird. Pigskin is as close to human skin as it gets for practicing and every time I would go into the butcher's shop they would ask if I was making chicharrones, because that, apparently is a thing.<br />
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Chicharrones is fried pig skin fat. Otherwise known as Pork Rinds.<br />
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I was not making pork rinds, though. I was going to mutilate the dead skin of a pig for artistic purposes. Here is just the initial set up.</div>
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Some weird bird that I picked out of a children's' book and thought was the perfect thing to try and permanently mark my husband's leg with. Your guess is as good as mine.<br />
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A picture off of the cover of a Kurt Vonnegut book. In theory, this would have been a kick ass tattoo.<br />
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And, of course, who can live their life properly without a narwhal tattoo?? I know I sure can't and maybe that's why things have gone so wrong. I'm making my appointment today.</div>
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So, I guess the whole point of this thing is that maybe nail tech school is safer than apprenticing to do tattoos. I mean, if I screw up a nail, I can remove it with acetone. If you screw up a tattoo, that shit lasts forever. And, believe me, acetone <i>does not </i>remove a tattoo... Even if you think really positive thoughts about it.<br />
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-46140321359217178402015-11-02T05:55:00.000-08:002015-11-02T05:55:17.307-08:00I Am A Pacifist But I'm Going To Beat The S*%t Out Of My Hot Water HeaterThe hot water heater should be named something else. Like, "The Bane Of My Existence," or, "The Icy Tundra From Which No Hot Water Will Ever Be Known To Any Showering Man, Woman, Or Child," or, "I Am He Who Enjoys Torturing And Taunting A Household Full Of People Who Have Places To Fucking Be!!!!!"<br />
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Every morning for a month I have had a cold shower. I'm not sure if I should punch the hot water heater itself, or the pilot light in the face, but something is getting punched today. Hard. I do not condone violence. I have succumbed to violence in the past and it is no good. It will ruin your life unless you change your ways, but just this one last time, let's all band together and murder my hot water heater real quick. And then, we can all hold hands, sing Kumbaya, and eat juniper berries under the light of a full moon.<br />
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Also, the shower is the only place to escape the fighting children in the morning. I DON'T CARE WHO EATS THE LAST OF THE LUCKY CHARMS. GO. TO. SCHOOL. ALREADY. So, on top of the constant fighting and bickering, I get a cold shower. It's like fighting with four deaf-mutes (because what incentive do the kids have to listen to me other than constant candy bribes and everything else their little hearts desire???) <i>WHILE </i>taking a butt-ass cold shower. </div>
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So, unless you are a sadist, you will hammer this piece of crap to the ground with me. Who's on board??? </div>
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-67507548888895629492015-11-01T14:11:00.000-08:002015-11-01T15:12:01.429-08:00MmmmMmMM BbbBbrrRaAaaiiiNnnsSss... And Other Pinteresty ThingsI love Pinterest. I also hate Pinterest. I mostly hate Pinterest.<br />
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Every time I decide to take a peek at things on this wondrous and seemingly endless website, full to the brim with bright ideas and picturesque baked goods, I think, "I could make that noooo problem!!!" Wrong. I will equate my cake baking abilities to someone who looks at an all you can eat buffet and thinks, "I can eat all of this!!" Wrong. You'll eat nine pieces of bacon, fourteen stuffed mushrooms, a two cup serving of mac and cheese, and you'll be full. My eyes are bigger than my stomach when it comes to Pinterest.<br />
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Awhile back I decided I was going to make a candy forest cake. I'm not sure where I even got the idea from, but it was probably that seductive little bitch Pinterest who put the idea in my head. The cake I had envisioned was supposed to be like a beautiful candy forest, full of fun twisty paths and intrigue. The cakes below are not exactly what I had in my head, but they are still better than what the end result was.<br />
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So, yay for me!! But, I have to share one friend's masterpiece baking adventures really quick before I go because I think they are more share worthy than a fondant brain. Amber Morgenstein from California made these with her bare hands!!! They are beautiful and as soon as I win the lottery I will force her to be my baking slave so I can eat cake in the shape of whatever I'm feeling like for the day. I still want that armadillo from Steel Magnolious some day...</div>
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No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-72493871181143552592015-10-28T22:44:00.000-07:002015-10-29T14:09:43.765-07:00The Bloggess Is My Hero And I Want To Be Her When I Grow UpThe Bloggess has yet another hilarious book out, and it's flying off the shelves. I absolutely love The Bloggess, aka Jenny Lawson. She is, for lack of a better word, amazeballs. I know that if you are friends with me on Facebook you have seen my posts and links to her blog, but here on No Trade Jack, I have been reluctant to talk her up for fear that she will think I am using her fame to catapult myself to success. If I really wanted to do that though I could advertise on her hilarious site for a fair price to most, but to a lowly waitress, it breaks the bank.<br />
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I have been reading her blog since before she was super famous because of a recommendation from my hilarious friend Molly, <i>WHO NEEDS TO UPDATE HER BLOG <a href="http://erroneousonallcounts.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Erroneous On All Counts!</a> SOMETIME BEFORE I DIE. </i>Also, I'm like really hip (or rad, if you prefer more of an 80's tone to the adjectives you use to describe someone who is awesome) and so I read and see a lot of things way before anyone else and then I resent everyone who loves whatever it is I have already loved for a decade because *pssshaw* you should have been hip (or rad) before being hip (or rad) was cool. But, because I still love everyone regardless of their radness ranking, I will share the wonderful world of The Bloggess with you and a quote that I have been seeing <i>everywhere </i>this week. I'm not even exaggerating. It was even stapled to a flier my kids brought home from school. Ok, I'm lying about that part, but it totally should have been stapled to something that was handed to my kids this week because it seriously applies. My kids have been terrible this week. Not sure if it's the full moon, or the upcoming holiday, or <i>what</i>.<br />
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I know it's sort of creepy and weird to write about your hero like this, or maybe it's endearing, I'm not sure. But, I'm going to do it anyway. Jenny Lawson is so real. She's honest about her feelings even when they're not happy or what everyone expects or wants to see, she has an amazing fan base because of her ability to reach out and connect with people, and she is willing to give to people without expecting something in return (check out her posts on ninja book signings... again, rad) and answer any questions that people email to her about how to reach the level of success that she has pushed herself to with hard work and dedication. I am completely in awe of her and hope that one day (if I don't lose interest or my typing fingers) that I can push myself as hard as she has over the years to accomplish my main life goal of being a writer and making a real livable living at the same time.</div>
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So, the other night when we were over at the FIL's house to watch a ball game, I was in a particularly mischievous mood and when he pulled out the old atlas to look something up, I snapped a picture.<br />
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Yes, I am the evil daughter-in-law who has been driving this man mad for four months by stealing his thoughts. That's the power I had before I was busted. <i>I stole someone's thoughts</i>. I felt invincible before he busted me. It was a feeling of possessing a black magic of sorts, the ability to stop chores from being done in their tracks, and when I'd steal his shopping lists <i>he</i> would have to resort to eating out!! MUUUWWWAAAHAHAHAHA... <i>SHOWED HIM!!!</i><br />
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So, from here on out, I won't feel as guilty about blogging about an unsuspecting victim of my sarcasm and menial revenge tactics, and hopefully everyone will enjoy a chuckle out of our unspoken rivalry of sorts. And, it might be awhile before I can steal anything from the FIL because the last visit I paid him he told me to put my hands against the wall so he could frisk me to uncover any stolen to-do lists (or to cop a feel.... <i>not sure</i>). I didn't oblige him, but I did reassure him the only time he needs to worry about it is when I've had four or more beers so he let me leave without the pat down.<br />
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<br />No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-69341389445282504422015-10-22T21:12:00.000-07:002015-10-28T21:41:30.075-07:00Tonight At Work I Cried Like A Big F@%*ing SissyIt was a bad night. Everyone has had one, I'm sure. I'm not a super over emotional person unless dealing with an unbearable amount of chaos or an unbelievable amount of delicious food placed before me to consume. I still tear up a little when I have the opportunity to cook two full packages of bacon and I look at all of those crispy, golden strips stacked up in a pyramid of crunchy, heart clogging goodness just before the masses (my children) devour them like feral wolves.<br />
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I am super down on myself right now. What am I fucking doing with my life?? Making babies... And...?? Why did I tell myself, "I'll just take a year off after high school and <i>travel</i>...," like an idiot??? I made a measly twenty-seven bucks in tips in four hours tonight and I lost my cool and cried in front of my manager like a big old baby. What the hell, Shawna?? You're tough as nails, <i>remember</i>??? Keep. It. Together. Woman.<br />
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I got home, tears still in my stupid waitress eyes, and of course the kids pick up on my sadness straight away. They all came up to ambush me with hugs because they're so cute it makes it me puke, and asked me the only question that can make a woman bawl harder when they're already upset, "Are you ok?"<br />
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I held my sobbing in long enough to blurt out, "<i>YES!! GO TO COLLEGE SO YOU DON'T END UP A GODDAMNED WAITRESS!!!</i>" And then I swiftly retreated to any place away from my kids to cry and drink a tall can in solace.<br />
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Every time I think about how my life has brought me to this point as a waitress in my mid-thirties, I think of the famous line spoken by Judy Davis in the movie The Ref with Kevin Spacey and Dennis Leary.<br />
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The quote above isn't the one I think of, but it's still pretty fucking funny, so I added it as a bonus quote. The real quote I think of every time I reflect on being a waitress is, "Well, I can't live like this. I don't care if I wind up a truck stop waitress with platinum hair and pineapple earrings!! At least I'd be alive! Better than living with a corpse."</div>
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And, I start to realize that maybe I don't have it so bad because my husband is amazing and my life is pretty cool outside of handing ranch to people who won't fucking tip me for the extra trip to the kitchen and sweeping up after jerks who throw a bunch of shit all over the floor like animals because they think waitresses are slaves and the earth is their trash can. </div>
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I think I need to just go to bed because every time I start feeling better about things, I get all worked up again and my kids are fighting over god damned Minecraft in the background right now and I want to rip every individual fucking hair out of my head while whistling Tiny Tim's <i>Tiptoe Through The Tulips</i>.</div>
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Some of the greatest satisfaction comes from vacuuming.
Suddenly I turn into an infomercial, displaying the empty contents of my vacuum
for the world to see before it miraculously changes my life by leaving my
floors completely free of the hidden dangers known as dirt, dust, and dander. Behold,
the vacuum canister now contains a tangled mass of gross. How did I live before
this vacuum? How could I allow my small, fragile, defenseless child play on this
seemingly clean rug. Truly, I had no idea what horrors lay buried in its
tightly woven threads and I am somberly appalled. The shame, oh the shame. All
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Like any good infomercial, I go for round two on vacuuming
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What a glorious vacuum! Amazing! Stupendous! Life changing!
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The Swiffer. Oh the glorious Swiffer, savior of the lazy
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of a clean house? Five. FIVE??!! Holy hell, is my floor really that disgusting?
Um, yes. In my defense, I have an asshole of a dog that gets his kicks out of
playing in the mud and then running through the house. This isn’t an everyday
occurrence but when it happens, it takes place approximately 30 minutes after I
clean the floors, which, as you can see, doesn’t occur very often. Did you know
my dog is really an angry, vindictive man trapped in a dog’s body? Don’t let
the innocent looking face fool you. No joke, this fucker has thumbs. I once
came home to an empty Slim Jim wrapper on the kitchen floor in which there were
no bite marks and no evidence of Jim. I digress. Anyway, though appalled, I am
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Now the thing about dust is, if left undisturbed, you almost
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disturbs it, accidentally creating clean spot, or do I give in to cleaning,
lest my secret shame be discovered? Really what spurs me to dust is remembering
that dust is mostly comprised of dead skin cells. Dead skin cells, people! My cells,
your cells, the dog’s cells, stranger’s cells that blew in through the screen
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Side note: You may have noticed that I did not include the
bathroom. Don’t despair, you only missed out on pictures of pee stains and
stray pubes. You. Are. Welcome.<br />
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<i><b>Written by Leslie Stoner, Guest Blogger </b></i> <br />
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<i>Leslie Stoner and her husband Scott just welcomed a beautiful little boy into the world. I can say that I relate to Leslie's struggle of trying to maintain a balance between family, work, and housework, but I have given up on the housework. Long ago. Isn't she hilarious and super cute?? Dusting... *sigh* I will refrain from taking a picture of any of the surfaces in my home or any of the corners that currently serve as final resting places for several dust bunnies because eventually, I'd like to have Leslie and Scott visit us. If you'd like to see more of what comes out of Leslie's brain, she just started a new blog and will hopefully be keeping up with it for our medicinal (laughter) purposes. -No Trade Jack</i><br />
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<i>Please check her stuff out at <a href="http://bullshitbabybunk.com/" target="_blank">Bullshit Baby Bunk</a> !!! </i> </div>
No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-22422142300060882562015-10-16T07:09:00.000-07:002015-10-28T21:43:12.867-07:00Carb Fueled ArtistThe term, "Starving Artist," doesn't really apply to me (you know this if you have seen my previous posts such as <a href="http://notradejack.blogspot.com/2015/08/if-obesity-is-epidemic-then-may-cold.html" target="_blank">If Obesity Is An Epidemic Then May Cold Hot Dogs For Breakfast Strike Me Dead</a>). I prefer to think of myself as a "Carb Fueled Artist."<br />
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For those of you who don't know me in real life or via Facebook, I am posting this link to my art's Facebook page as a total and complete time waster for you and as filler for my blog for me. Although, I am really excited that I sold a painting this morning (and possibly a second if the gods decide to smile on me instead of smiting me today) and I like sharing things that come out of my brain with people. Possibly too much.<br />
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Here are a bunch of pictures of my paintings and a link to check out some other paintings, doodles, and sketches because it's Friday and no one wants to work on Friday, so why not kill a couple hours perusing interesting pictures? Ammirite?? And, have a great weekend, everyone!!<br />
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I call this one, "Catch Of The Day." Litter bothers me. Greatly.</div>
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I can't remember what I originally named this one, but believe me, it was witty. I think I'll go with, "Styrofoam, It's What's For Dinner."<br />
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This one won a bunch of prizes at a tri-county fair so, um, yeah, I'm kind of a big deal.</div>
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<a href="https://www.facebook.com/ArtAmok?ref=hl" target="_blank">And, here is my and my husband's art page Art Amuk (formerly known as Art Amok and I'm not really sure why I changed the spelling to Amuk, when it is wrong). My brain is a mystery, even to me!</a></div>
No Trade Jackhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18301563972781415168noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8299141467322120025.post-683813609352246452015-10-15T06:43:00.000-07:002015-10-28T21:44:41.820-07:00I'm Pretty Sure LaLaLoopsy Is The DevilI don't know how many of you have small children who like to watch this show, but if your child happens <i>not </i>to like LaLaLoopsy, feel very grateful that your mornings aren't filled with a hundred sickeningly cute round faces with buttons for eyes and legs that look like fireplace matchsticks.<br />
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There are other creepy toys that my children have found a way to smuggle into our home, but LaLaLoopsy dolls, by far, are the scariest things I've ever seen made out of plastic. I'd rather they slept with Chucky dolls than these things. </div>
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The only thing creepier than LaLaLoopsy is my daughter's "pet" ceramic chicken Henniwise. She loves that thing and I swear it watches me when I go into her room. </div>
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I might just be terrified of Henniwise because her name reminds me of Pennywise The Clown from Stephen King's book It. I am realizing while writing this entry that a lot of my fears are connected in some way and they all kind of stem from either Stephen King novels and movies or childhood toys. I might need to set up a meeting with a counselor after I publish this...</div>
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Tim Curry made a very impressive horrifying clown.</div>
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Well, now I will get zero sleep this week and I will never be able to read this post again since it has every single thing I'm scared of all in one spot. Sleep tight and never accept the gift of a balloon from a stranger in clown makeup who lives in a storm drain!!</div>
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